Not good. Looks like Abstract is going down.. Never before have i understood why Bands split up.. Oasis? Great Music, really loved them. They break up. Why? They're making awesome music. Why end that? They've made alot of money. Why end that? These last few Weeks ive found out. People can be jerks. Band mates, can be Jerks. No, i'm not talking about our Bassist, Anthony. He's awesome. No, more. Really supportive. No, i'm not talking about our Drummer, Will. He's awesome. Got me back in school for the "girl of my dreams thing" Which was really annoying, also ruined alot of self-essteam. Yes, it's our Singer, Stephen. A once, dear friend. Now a jerk. He constanly ignores most of the band to be with his girlfriend. He thinks i don't practice. And when i confront him, telling him i do, is response, 90% of the time is "Well it doesn't show". Major help Stephen! You know how to help a guy out!

Constant rows ensue in the band.. Right now.. Were doing shit like American idiot and East Jesus Nowhere. These, are really hard songs. I've not long been with my guitar. It takes time. Steve, had practised guitar since year 3. He's really good. Every band practice, he picks up my guitar, so then i can't play. He leaves me and Anthony out and says "myself me and Will just do the band". One time.. i came into band practice and asked could i sing? Since he's temporarily doing the guitar. He goes busserk.

I don't think this will tear the band apart. But.. right now it's hard. and i'm peeved..

I finaly got ma ass back into flash and did alittle loop. Special effects and sound coming soon.

Here ya go, Will, Steve, Nei-chan, Danni and Anthony